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२५\०९\२०१८ आतुरतेने वाट बघितला जाणारा आजचा दिवस , ...म्हणजे स्वतःचाच वाढदिवस !! आयुष्यात बघितलेल्या पावसाळ्यांचा हिशेब वगैरे सांगणारा दिवस. कायमच थोडा तिरकस वाटणारा ३६ चा आकडा पार करताना आज तो तितका तिरका वाटत नाही. अचानक सोडून गेलेली वडीलधारी माणसं या वाढदिवसाला नाहीत,आणि यापुढे पण कधीच नसणारेत ही जाणीव ,कातरवेळ हा शब्द अधोरेखित करत राहते. पण अंतरवर्तुळातली नाती फार काळ दुःखाला ही टीकू देत नाहीत. भेटायचं ठरतं आणि पडत्या फळाची आज्ञा मानून आपण ठरलेल्या वेळेत नियोजित ठिकाणी हजर (ता.क.: ठरलेल्या वेळेत पोचणं आता तितकंसं फॅशनेबल नाही राहिलं..माझ्यासारखंच ) जंगली महाराज रस्त्यावर आता पहिल्या सारख्या दुतर्फा गाड्या पळत नाहीत एका बाजूला प्रशस्त (पुण्याच्या मानाने ) म्हणावा असा मोठ्या मोठ्या आकाशचिन्हानी उजळलेला पदपथ , आणि त्याला लागूनच काळाच्या ओघात घट्ट मुळं रोवून वाकलेली पण उभी राहिलेली दिमाखदार झाडं . जुने वाडे आणि पुसट झालेल्या पुणेरी पाट्या , तर दुसऱ्या बाजूला डागडुजी करून चमकवलेलं संभाजी उद्यान !! शिवसागर हॉटेल ची पडवी वजा ओसरी , रस्त्यात बसलोय कि आत बसलोय प्...
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योगेश च्या मनातलं काही....

"चांद" ---------------------------------- आपणच आपल्या मनाला सावरायचं असत कोणामध्ये किती गुंतायच हे पहिलच ठरवायचं असत मी मला सावरायचं खूपस ठरवलं होत ठरवलं कितीही तरी झाल तेच जे व्हायच होत माझ्या बरोबर निसर्गाला हि नवी पालवी फुटत होती माझ्या आयुष्यात प्रेमाची एक सर आली होती ती होती तेंव्हा कशाचाच विचार नव्हता पान फुल सोडा ढगांमध्ये तिचा चेहरा होता तिला चोरून पाहणं नित्य नवा अनुभव होता तिचा एक कटाक्ष हि माझ्या साठी मोठा होता क्षितिजांच्या आभाळात चांदण्या चा साज होता तिची चंदेरी टिकली उगवतीचा चांद होता अचानक माझ्या चंद्राला कुणाचतरी ग्रहण लागलं न उमगण्या सारखा काही तरी कारण झालं स्वप्नामधल घर स्वप्नातच उरलं डोळ्यातल्या आसवांना मी पापण्यात अलगद धरलं ----------------------------------- "अचानक" -------------------------- एक दिवस अचानक तिची माझी भेट झाली !! मला पाहून तीही क्षणभर थांबली ,,, शब्द ओठांकडे आणि भावना डोळ्यांकडे पळाल्या ,,,, समाजाच्या भीतीने मी त्यांना वेळीच आवरल्या,,,, तीला मात्र फक्त शब्दांनाच थांबवता आल......... भावनांच्या पुराने डोळ्यात पाणी भरून आल .... --...
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Dreamgirl

Her favorite dialog is "U never know"... true...best times in life come as surprise... just like yesterdays evening...i text her "i am missing you very badly..and not able to rationalize it..wats the solution".. and she,who likes to keep it simple (though she thinks her life is very complex), answered "Lets meet up.." i get grabbed in gravity of her thoughts... she supports me....makes me feel good about myself...cheers me up when i crib that life is so disrespectfull to me... and still i continue to deny the fact that i am dumbstruck as she walked in to my life... I search google for the definitions of "PLutonic love" ..and finally zero down to conclusion.. "Selfish people like me cant fall in love..." 7pm..i leave my office chair..my bum impressions on the chair make me smile... just like playing high quality video game...i make my way through nasty-hasty traffic to her place.. i call her..i wait for her...she comes down from her host...
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“Life is a journey…..”

“Life is a journey…..” Little correction to this….. “Journeys have become a life these days”…… Never ever thought that all of sudden life will change a track from seemingly slow pace to superfast lane…..so many turning points and so many new experiences will come along in this phase of life….where I have succeeded to achieve certain social and financial status(although very fake concepts “karnaa padtaa hai boss”)….but simultaneously this is the same phase of life where every morning sun rises with the questions …..”what am I up to?”….”is it really what I wanted after completing my 8 years long engineering studies?”…..what I want out of this single and very unique life on its own called “Raghuraj’s life” ?.... Beep beep….u got a new sms….one of my unseen chat friend.. …sends me a text message on my cell….which says…. “A lot of things go unquestioned, lot of things go unanswered… Few words go unsaid, few go unheard…sum dreams are buried alive, and still we call it a LIFE. Gd Nite Tk Car...
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Be yourself....!!!!

Heard this thing a lot.....from many of people encircling my world….my world within the reach of my perceptions.....what xactly does “Be yourself!!!” mean ....i really couldnt figure it out yet....i grown up having different influences on my thought process......influences on my outlook towards things…influences on my wishlist of various personalities I wanted be when I was 3-4 feet tall only….if these influences are not denied …then how can I follow the words… “Be yourself”……we always react to the same situations differently..when with the different people….and in different circumstances….so what would be those reactions are…are they personal…incidental…..cirumstantial …or again influential ….do I have a answer….sum very clever (so called) people always answer such questions with the word “depends”…which is the most crappy answer anybody could ever get ……cant u answer it straight…”depends”….all crap…while trying to be myself realized that me or any other person is made up of impres...
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Life without friends....i prefer death ....

Completing one year with my curent employer....though seems to be a big achievement...as 12 months in a row with single employer..rarely happens with me..... Completing one year of our friendship too, with the crazzy people i met here..god must be in love with crazzy creatures...why ???....he made so many of them...... Its time to part with pals...its so painful sometimes to digest the fact that nothing remains forever and good things doesnt last longer......reminds the song "Mustafa mustafa don't worry mustafa ..Hum hain tumhaare ..mustafa.. Day by day badhta hai ....dil dil se mil jaata hai .....Jaadu hai aisa friendship ka ...Mustafa mustafa"...neways...have to face it with the smiling face....i look good only wen i smile...people say this..not me..... Next week surely gonna be the tough one without these godly angels called friends...
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"The pursuit of happyness"

This part of my life..though a very li'l is called "Haapines"...... Seen the movie "The pursuit of happyness" yesterday night.... the movie captures the journey of Chris Gardner ,a man who invested all his family savings in scanners, an apparatus twice as expensive as an x-ray machine with practically the same resolution. The white elephant financially breaks the family, bringing troubles to his relationship with his wife, who leaves him and moves to New York. Without money or wife, but totally committed to his son Christopher, Chris sees the chance to fight for a stockbroker internship position at Dean Witter, fighting for a more promising career at the end of a six month training period - without any salary. There are twenty other candidates for the one position. Meanwhile, he encounters many challenges and difficulties, including a period of homelessness..... and finally turns out to be winner ........ Simply amazing...... If our dreams are what we live for.....
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